I am not quite sure whether to call it deja vu or some kind of imaginary occurrence, but it feels so real that I can visualize exactly what’s in there. Question. Would you consider an event deja vu if it only appeared in a random dream on a good night sleep? Or should it be something that actually happened in the past in the sense that it should strongly imply certainty rather than a mere doubtful fantasy? How would you really consider a deja vu “deja vu”? Argh! Now I feel like it doesn’t even make sense the way I ask it. Hope I’m not grilling butts there, eh! 🔥
I suddenly remember something while I was cooking adobo for dinner. Not that I remember it because of adobo or blah blah blah, it just popped out of nowhere. That’s probably the weird thing about me, I always remember things then I’ll have to think about them deeply if they really happened or not, ntm it leads to overthinking, which is annoying and stressful. Like why would I even think about such? But I want to know because I can’t be doubtful over things because if I’m not sure, I’ll think about those incidents even when I’m supposed to catch z’s. Enough reasons.
I was biking, well I think we were 2 or 3, and it’s probably our dayoff. All I’m sure is that Monica was there with me. Conclusion. We were in Folly Beach, so that was spring 2011 (well I know that because Monica was there and the only time I rode a bike with her was during the work and travel program in US, unless it happened in one of my dreams lol). We ended up to this place– a private place with cottages on it somewhere in West Ashley Street. There was a gate with a little wooden sign on the side, which I believe is the name of the place. All I know was we were strolling around the city. Oh gawd, now I have to cut the story because I couldn’t remember the details.
Well that’s just it. I am just confused if it’s real or not. I couldn’t ask Monica because 1) I don’t have her phone number. 2) I have poor / limited internet connection. 3) I am lazy to leave the bed just to send an inquiry about what’s real or not, because i don’t have poor internet in this bedroom, ya guys, there’s no goddamn connection in this specific spot. KMN.
Just in time, the screen of my device is now on its night shift, which means, I need to put this away from me and catch zzzz’s now. Good night.