October 26, 2011
3:51 in the morning, i can’t really sleep. I don’t know. I slept @9pm and forgot to switch off the light. then woke up at 11:30pm, then slept, then woke up at 12:30am. Then i switched off the light. I usually play 3 songs every night as i close my eyes, but on the first song, i could always get my sleep. But this time, i tried to play 5 songs but nothing happened. I don’t think i’m stressed or anythin. (or it’s the unconscious part of me tellin me that i am… WHAT?)
I switched the light on, took these cookies in my rack. Yum… I heard my pet crying, downstairs, maybe bec she needed somethin. Suddenly, someone opened the door (bec my pet sleeps at masters bedr0om), maybe it’s mom. Letting my pet run to the bathroom. Then, SILENCE again. Oh, i love staying in my room, this is so me, though it’s sad bein alone, i feel protected and safe. I don’t know what else to do, so i took my Dear John book and copied a certain line, and posted in my notes.. I can hardly get my sleep this time, and it’s not good.. should i say, really really bad.. i saw some pictures displayed above the cabinet, i realized, i haven’t removed the “n0t-so-important-to-me” pictures.. I haven’t noticed.. mean? Naaaaa… You won’t get it..
Now i’m staring at my stuff toys, (hundred probably) i remember when i was in gradesch0ol, i baptized each of them. Hahaha, i gave them names, but i already forgot such.. But my favorites are always remembered. I have here:
blink, airen, whimxhiee, lizzie, peach, barney, dolphin and of course CLIPPER…now i have this cookie monster and i call him lil monstie 😀 most of my favorites are ‘kitten stuffs’.. Of course! 🙂
i won’t switch off the light n’moh… and will just try to close my eyes…. (-.-) hoping, the cookies i ate, will make me sleep… 😉
(smooches)
K
kaleidoscopic soul 